I love me gurlz
If you gave me a chance, things would have been different. Thank God you didn’t!
I use this blog to express, not impress.
I love my family & friends.
The rest you can figure out, that is all.
I love my family & friends.
The rest you can figure out, that is all.
First time…
That I’m extremely devastated and not willing to tell anyone about it… I lost my appetite and motivation.
5hu7o submitted: Now this is a stranger i once knew! how are your Mrs Lisa? how have you and the family been? how was Xmas and NY for you?
Oh hey stranger. Sorry for the lag, i havent accessed Tumblr in a while… Haha my NY and Xmas was quite shit since I had to work with my mum. :(! What about you? And how have u been?
Dream
I had the weirdest dream ever.
It was located at Salinda’s house… Where I had given birth to my child. At first, she looked like my cousin Darany, her and her sister were helping me along the way. My cousin from Canada was also there. Then I was in Sandy’s room and everyone was there, happy to carry my baby. But she was blonde/blue eyes, pretty mind fucking. My sibling, mum and cousins were there. Also my sisters best friend from Canada. the next day I casually went to school with my child and all of a sudden she wasn’t with me, she was at home. Then, everyone was congratulating me, I remember Katty full being the girl that she is say “Omg Lisa! Congratulations!!!!” with her squeaky voice. The day was sort of like a festival, set almost like at stereo. Large crowd at its highest volume. I had an egg shell… It was weird. It felt like it had come out of me when I had given birth. But I kept it safe. I don’t really remember who but when I was talking to Mr Pillay someone had given me the egg shell to avoid the hassle from going back to where I had left it. I then went to a compartment of the school and it became a nail salon. I called my brother to ask how my baby was doing and he said she was fine. My sister said that I should be going home now to breast feed her. Malinda was getting her nails done and I saw that the lady I wanted, was not there! Anyways.. As I was explaining to my siblings that I will be there in an hour, I turned around and I saw Malinda’s bare back getting massaged LOL. And then it changed to a scenario with Jarvis. He said he wasn’t ready to be a father… And we were talking about how it was so not obvious that I was pregnant. I couldn’t explain why my baby was blonde/blue eyes but I was afraid because the week before I had given my surprising birth, i drank about 6 shots of alcohol.
I was then woken up by Malinda’s text saying “nails today ?!”
I’ve never remebered a dream this detailed. I kind of felt attached to my baby :(
It doesn’t mean that you are in a shitty mood, that you have to bring everyone else down.
Girls take that advice, because it’s fucking annoying. Not everything revolves around you, consider other people’s feelings.
(I should so take my own advice sometimes)
Katty, if you read this, it does not apply to you because you’re like that everyday, and I’m used to it cz you’re a full-time bitch. LOL.
Additional Katarina’s Blonde Moments!
1. Katarina: LISAA! I’m fasting… I can’t eat meat, just fish.
Lisa: So what did you eat for dinner? Tuna?
Katarina: Well……. dolphin?
Lisa thinks - oh well how fucking cruel, bloody Serbian!
Katarina: Well… doesn’t tuna come from dolphin?
LOLOLOL
2. Sir: Katarina… Katarina.. KATARINA!
1 minute later
Katarina: O_O? Yeah?
Sir: Can you please shut the door?
-katty gets up-
Katarina: Oh sorry I’m blind….. (she was supposed to say deaf)
3. Brian: OMG! Abdu can do push ups with one hand!
Katarina: Oh yeah I’m good at push ups look! *does sit ups*
LOL fucking blonde bitch
Update!
Just kinda like… updating you guys about what’s going on in my life, even tho im pretty sure you guys could careless but IDC. Anywho’s… all I have been doing is study, complete assignments or hw. Oh yeah, gym and work as well. My social life has decreased to the maximum because I just have not had any time for it. Year 12 is a shit load of work to complete yet there is so little time to do it! You’re probz like “wtf are you doing on tumblr then?” Well… I don’t want to burn out and I want a little break! Anywho’s I did my exams and now I got my remaining 2 assignments to do. Fuck, they’re the biggest pain in the arse… CAFS requires like min. 50 pages or someshit and chem’s a bitch as usual. Anywho’s I’m really REALLLY happy in regards to the results for my English creative and General Mathematics test :)!!!!!!!!!!!
English: 13/15 - Equal 1st in the grade
Maths: 98% - First in the course.. not sure if I’m equal or not, probs.
I’m just glad this whole effort and low-life routine have returned with great marks the subjects I want to succeed in the most! YAY :)
I am most certainly not looking forward for Biology because I, the idiot, spent 10 years trying to find a stupid fucking red blood cell under the microscope and it was only a 3 marker. I honestly felt DEPRESSED after the test… and I can still feel the aftermath of depression still… biggest WAHH of the week! :(
